It’s 11:47pm- you roll up the windows so no one can hear us.
Choke me hard with that seatbelt and send me to the moon with no return ticket.
I’ll make a home out of your craters- natural and strong, but soft and tender too,
built for a queen with a complicated head and a suitcase full of impractical shoes.
Boy, I’m trying to blow your mind.
Aiming to give you 911 whiplash when you do a double-take,
noticing all the things I’m doing to you, have done to you, will always do for you.
Yo, you’re right- you don’t fuck like an 18-year-old.
Why are you so much cooler than me?
I don’t like being the only vulnerable one here,
so, I built a wall with my pretty painted hands- brick by brick.
I hope you like the view because it’ll be with us for a while.
Tough to knock down, but throw a black dress on it and some red lips,
and maybe you’ll forget how strong it is.
That’s it, let me hear you pant as I squeeze your beautiful head between my thighs,
Your brain oozing into me, making its way into my soul, and affecting me in stupid ways.
That’s right, I said STUPID ways.
My legs pull tighter together as I shake, making you gasp for words I can’t give to you yet.
The air on the moon is thin, but you can still hear me,
when I whisper, “Daddy”.
Your real name tastes too strong on my wet pink tongue.
I swish it in my mouth like a good wine before I try to spit it out.
My body fights with itself, and instead, the proper noun trickles down my long throat,
all the way, hiding away again, safe and close to my heart.
Its journey gags me but in the best way.
A constant tug-of-war liquifying in my head,
and draining out of my perfectly circled pores,
infusing my sweet sweat that’s now covering your lap.
How long will I play before I drop the rope,
and let you win the game?
I’m too scared to look into your eyes,
Because I know you’d look into mine without hesitation.
Stop me, like a deer in the headlights.
Hope you brought your gun to shoot me dead, once you’ve finished eating my fresh meat.
But hold up,
I don’t want to think anymore.
Let’s light a bowl,
Let’s just be.